To do list:

Alright, first week back in college and it feels weird.


So to keep up with everything I am going to make a to do list of all the things that need to get done my first week.


To Do List:


~Syllabus quiz for Mus 100
~Posted in the discussion forum
~Syllabus quiz for Hum 120
~Quiz 1 for Hum 120
~Watch Rome episode 1 & 2 for Hum 120 and write responses
~Read Introduction and Chapter 1 for American Government
~Complete the chapter study guides for American Government
~Start working on the work book for Japanese
~Make flashcards for the Japanese alphabet and study




Wow, it looks like I a lot but it doesn't seem that bad XD

Just before Germany Trip

Okay so I have a lot of shit to write about. First off would probably be the wedding. I stayed up late the night before writing posts and playing Mabinogi with a few friends. I probably shouldn't have done that, but I'm glad I did. I got up early in the morning and undid all my braids my mom did for me the night before. Now I have wavy hair like no tomorrow, it's crazy! I'll have pictures up on facebook later. So we got to the wedding, but like our last bride's maid was late by about an hour and a half. If she didn't want to be in the wedding all she had to do was say so (later we found out she told her mom that she never wanted to be in it). Anyway, tones of pictures were taken, but it didn't have the feel of a wedding to be honest.

I've been to a few before so I kind of know how they go, but like everything was so disorganized and it was all over in like less than four hours. Where was the partying and the music and the dancing? No, it was wedding, pictures, food, cake, two dances, garder belt, and the bouquet. Then the bride and groom left. Dude that is not how we party! We should be bringing out the beer and champagne  and wine and shit. They played like two songs on the iPod dock and that was it. Dude it was a joke of a party to be honest. Anyway enough ranting about that. So I helped clean up in the end and then went home.

So as some of you know, I'm leaving for Germany in a few hours and I really hate flying. I can't sleep on the plane so I'm attempting to stay up so that I do sleep on the plane. Either way, I forgot I still have to pack my backpack up. So here is my list of things for my backpack:

iPad
iPod
Notebook
Pens/pencils
A few books
Camera
3DS and of course games
Laptop
Tablet
and my wallet

That's a lot of junk...I hope it fits. My mom didn't want me putting any of that stuff in my suitcase though so its gong to have to!

Alright, so I promised a friend of mine I would do this. Well more like write it, but whatever. So back when I was living in Germany, I took a class trip to Florida to visit colleges and what not. It was pretty fun to say the least of course. Well the reason why I bring this up is because I just had the random thought about what are the chances of me sitting next to someone who is cute? Probably not very high, but he. I remembered a story from the trip I took to Florida and I never to my friend so here it is.

We were all getting ready as in meeting up with the class and whatnot when the teacher said that another boy was coming with us. He was a very dear friend of the teacher and at first I thought oh great it's going to be some old guy who's going to babysit us. NOPE! He turned out to be a kid just like us! He wanted to move to the states and go to college himself so that was why he was coming on the trip. Well because of the seats being arranged the way they were, our last names were next to each other. So for the plane ride there and back, we sat next to each other. He was cute and he was really nice. Of course, I helped him with his English at times since it's hard to understand, I get that.

So anyway, the most important part was coming back home. I hadn't been feeling too good the day before and I wasn't feel too thrilled about the plane ride. So the teacher gave me some medicine that helped me sleep on the plane. Yeah, I slept alright, right on his shoulder! Yeah apparently my head started bobbing so he just gently pushed my head to his shoulder so I could use it as a pillow. Boy when I woke up and realized what had happened I was as red as a beet man. He said it was no problem and that if I needed to I could use his shoulder again. Damn skippy I used his shoulder again! I'm not sure if it was because I was sick that he did it or because he liked me or whatever. All I know is that I quiet enjoyed that. We lost contact though because he ended up moving and just never messaged me again, but that plane ride was quiet enjoyable.

Well, now that I got that out of the way, I am going to finish backing my backpack and then I shall see about getting some rest or maybe just play some assassin's creed or maybe write I'm not sure which just yet. But yeah.

Germany Trip

So I'm going to be going away for three weeks and honestly, I should have really updated this thing way before today. I really need an alarm that tells me write posts for this thing because I can never remember to. Anyway I'm going to make a list of what I'm going to bring with me. I'll have two lists depending on if I can get a backpack or not.

So if I get a backpack I'll have this things:

• laptop
• camera
• 3DS and games
• Ipod
• Notebook
• Pen/pencils
• Phone
• Couple books (hopefully 4 or so)
• Tablet and tablet pen

If I don't get the backpack:

• Ipad
• 3DS and games
• Ipod
• Notebook
• Pen/pencils
• Phone
• 2 books

As you can see I can fit a lot more in the backpack than in my messenger bag and it would be a lot easier to carry not to mention I wouldn't have to take off all the pins I have on my bag. 

Getting Ready For The Holidays

Well another day has past. On a good note, I am drinking a coke and watching kittens playing on a livestream and watching Born Free, a movie about lions. I've been having a great day actually, which is something better than what was going on last night. I would have posted something then, but I just didn't have the motivation. In fact, I didn't really have the motivation to do anything yesterday after my parents got into politics. I don't know, I just suddenly become depressed I suppose. Well, the good things that have happened were just small things, but those are the ones I love the most. Someone I've only been talking to for a short time now has told me that I'm an awesome person! That totally just made my day to be honest. I mean I was feeling pretty good since I got my hair cut so my bangs are out of my eyes and such, but that really made my night. To think that me just talking to this girl about random stuff like Mabinogi and other things actually makes her think I'm awesome is just great. I mean I really only go to school and then sit on my computer writing or playing games at the moment since I'm out of a job.
Even on this Friday night, I'm not out partying with who knows who, but rather sitting here writing this blog post. Yeah, some would see this as being boring, but I find it just fine. Honestly I would rather just sit at home with nice cub of tea and a good book than go out and party. Yeah, yeah, call me an old lady for that, but it's what I like to do. So yeah, I am a boring person pretty much so I'm not really sure how I'm really that awesome.
I've been writing on and off all day since I had to go places and fight the traffic of the Commissary shoppers. Sometimes I really hate going with my mom shopping because it means I have to push the cart and get past the other people who are rude and use their cart as a sort of barricade to do anything. Its always terrible. Oh well, it's done and over with. Well until next week with the last minute shopping of course. Sigh, next week is going to be interesting. Not only are two relatives invading our home but also three other people we consider family. It should be interesting to see where we're putting everyone since my room is already being given to one of my relatives. I get to sleep on the couch for about four days and go to bed when everyone else does instead of going to bed at like 3 in the morning. What am I going to do with myself? Probably stare at a wall for a good portion of my time until I do fall asleep.
I really don't want to have the house full, but then its the holidays, what else am I supposed to do? I just have to suck it up and then figure out what to do with myself. Of course I will have my laptop with me so I won't have to worry about it too much, but I don't know if I'll be able to get on too much. My Mabinogi family wants to have Thanksgiving together, but what am I going to do? I have way too many people in the house to be able to find an excuse to get one so easily. I will just have to try and figure out something, although with the people we have coming they might just ignore me completely.
Yeah, I become invisible a lot of the time, which is good I suppose at times, but I do want to be noticed by some people. I suppose I just have to be more open and start doing things. I started a tumblr and I want to make more friends, but that would require me to actually say something. I have no clue what to say really. I just have to get over that initial first contact thingy and just start saying what's on my mind, but sometimes I wonder what's the point of doing that because I don't know if its okay to do that kind of things. I will just have to figure out what to do about it. I have another side blog for my OOC Felixia who is a giant from the game Mabinogi. I just don't know how to kick it off at all. Sigh, what am I to do? Oh well, I'll figure it out sooner or later. Okay, this is long enough so I am going to go finish posting for two rps and then finish watching Born Free. After that I will probably get a cup of tea and go play Mabinogi, maybe.

Another start

So after thinking about it last night and reading my friends blog, I help but wish I had kept going with mine. After waking up to Chirstmas music this morning, I decided that I wanted to start again, but like everything I want to start thoughts about leaving for three weeks is seriously bogging me down. I really wish my grandparents would get the internet, but they don't. I won't even have phone access either. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself except maybe draw, write, and read. Yeah that's exciting right?

Well anyways, I just thought i would get into the Christmas spirit of things with Thanksgiving being next week and I'm putting off doing a bunch of work I could be doing to get ahead of my class. Too bad i don't have the motivation to do any of it. I do have the motivation to play Mabinogi, but then my brother "called" dibs on the internet. Not exactly sure how that's supposed to work, but whatever. I don't really have the time to get on Mabi unfortunately. I have class in an hour and that is not enough time to do anything sadly. I could start playing my new XBox games, but I kind of don't want to start yet because then I know I won't get anything done this weekend. Sigh, what am I going to do with myself.

Either way, I thought I would just write down my thoughts and such. Reading my friends blog and her little shorts made me really want to write something to, but I don't know what. I'm working on a one shot for Christmas between two characters, but that isn't finished. I think I might use it for my creative writing class so that I have the motivation to write it. Not doing to well though. I still need to post for an RP as well, I know another one of my friends is waiting for it, but I'm just so sleepy. At least I'm drinking tea to kind of keep me warm in my cold house. Kind of wish it was coffee, but my stomach has been acting weird so I don't want to make it worse right before class. I'll probably have to drink a soda while sitting in class since it gets really boring. I can't always stay awake in that class for whatever bloody reason.

I really hope that I can keep being motivated to write in this, but I don't know. I normally just write it off by saying I don't have the time or I'm just busy and I don't have anything to write, but yeah. I don't know....Like right now I'm just rambling on about stuff that I don't even know what to say anymore. Should this just be the end? Probably for now. Ugghh, okay I need to get ready for class and then maybe if I still have time to either post for that RP or do something......Like work on that sketch I had from last night? I don't know.